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One year- It's been one year since our arrival in Tokyo. Its been a difficult but rewarding year. I don't feel closer to the Lord but I know I am because He promised He would draw me closer, its just different than what I had expected, no hype, just very real. We want to thank all of you for your love, prayer, financial support even if our "ministry" is hard to understand or looks nonexistent at times. If you are still asking yourselves "what are they really doing over there?" We are too at times. In short we have been asked by God to move to Japan and influence the Japanese Creative's for Him and that the details would be explained as necessary. When we know more you will also. Please don't trust us! Trust the Lord ( that word Lord is an old english word- "hlafweard" meaning loaf keeper-). We are asking people to not support us unless it is clear that the Lord has asked you to! Our Ultimate goal is to help facilitate whatever God wants to accomplish here in Tokyo and Japan.

We struggle with one major thing that I want to emphasize, that is the unwritten expectation that all ministers or missionaries may feel. It is not the pressures of this world, although we have to deal with those just as anyone else. It is the pressure to earn one's keep, to show you are worth someone's money and prayers. What is the measuring stick? Ministry is not a job or an occupation and therefore we don't believe it should be treated the same. It is a calling, a prompting by the Lord to be available, set apart and ready to do what he asks even if its unconventional or not what other Christians find to be appropriate. I believe everyone is called to some degree in this way.I do believe an occupation can also be a calling and that it should be. I believe God is "Provider". We do not work for our keep if we are Christians, just like our friends do not work for our friendship. They are entitled to it based on the relationship. Of course we are eternally grateful. We often fall into the trap of doing "ministry" rather than being a minister. We create programs, studies, ministries, fill up our time, etc. In my experience we desire to do something, anything. This is how we measure our progress even though we say His ways are not like ours. We seem to become discouraged if there aren't so many events, or even people we can name and list prayers for. I feel uneasy about listing names of people I talk to everyday and revealing things we have discussed however well meaning I might be. I feel as though I am betraying a trust. So I am not going to do that on this site. Please pray as the Spirit leads for the people we meet everyday and the struggle we have to prove ourselves to the Church or family or whoever. If it would have helped us to not be independent and be an official missionary with any denomination we would have, and still will do this. So far there is no place for us in that system and it would actually hinder what God wants us to do.

This struggle has made me realize that everyone experiences the pressures of expectation of others. In response we want to be people who offer whatever we can to people with no strings attached. This is how we desire to operate. Whether people help us, support us, or join us in our efforts in return or not. We are trying to remain free to follow Him alone. I believe this is Paul's spirit as he did tent making ministry. Financially we are part tent maker part church supported, but 100% Provided for by God.

Kaoruko has found favor at work. I cannot go into too many details but please email her or send her a note from the contact page . She has continued to meet with friends when possible and I see real fellowship happening. It is not a ministry, they are just her friends and I think it should stay that way. She hasn't found much time to write for this site so for now I will do the reporting.

SITE CONTENT:
Please click on the small photos to the left to reveal the info and media.

I am still working through all the experiences, opportunities, thoughts, and feelings. I have been struggled to find an easy way to explain our vision. I realized I have been doing this in bits and pieces in emails to some of you. I tried to tie some of these thoughts together in the "One strong current of thought" section.

The last time I updated the site I was just about to start working as an "actor" (i use this term loosely). I have included a slide show with some pictures and a brief explanation.

We found a small art town in the mountains called Fujino and have included a brief explanation.The name of the website is a little funny.

We also attended the biannual Design Festa event. we have included some media from that event.

There are some prayer requests, lots of pictures and a few movie clips. enjoy.

One strong current of thought.
Newsletter- July 05